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Autumn

It's already autumn, a very beautiful season for memories.
I remember the mild and cool autumn when I was in Holland
There were so many golden fallen leaves on the ground.
They lay on the ground with a lonely posture,
waiting for their bodies to be crushed by the cars, bikes, and people's shoes.
Broken.
And then the city became quiet. The sky was grey.




Compared with spring bloosoms, the lonely quiet autumns are always better for me.
Walking alone on the street, enjoying the golden leaves,
It's easy to become emotional.


Living in the city with wacky dreams, sometimes I just feel so empty.
The reality seems to be too complicated at times.
When things are too clear, I just feel indifferent and bored.
When things aren't clear, I feel panic and worried.
The feeling is like putting headphones in the ears,
and turning the volumn up to the extreme, till the ears hurt
It feels like being separated from the world.
It feels like my existence has nothing to do with this world.



17 comments:

  1. thank you for the lovely comment dear :) i see that you love autumn just like i do. you seem a bit confused, from what i'm reading, but don't worry, sometimes life is like a riddle, but you will find your answers <3

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  2. I am glad to be your first follower ^-^ I also love the Autumn (^-*) which can inspire our romantic feeling... haha I am waiting for the autumn coming in Korea ^^

    Nice to meet you and thanks for your kind comment...

    Tomorrow I will leave Canada to come back Korea... just regret that I can not enjoy the autumn in Montreal ㅜㅜ... still too early :((

    Take care

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  3. "Living in the city with wacky dreams, sometimes I just feel so empty.
    The reality seems to be too complicated at times. When things are too clear, I just feel When things aren't clear, I feel panic and worried. The feeling is like putting headphones in the ears, and turning the volumn up to the extreme, till the ears hurt It feels like being separated from the world.It feels like my existence has nothing to do with this world."


    I know exactly what you mean. I feel like that all the time.

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  4. i know how you feel.
    "Walking alone on the street, enjoying the golden leaves,
    It's easy to become emotional."
    "It feels like my existence has nothing to do with this world."
    Your words are so very true. <3
    and thank you so much for the comment.
    i appreciate it.

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  5. Don't you associate yourself with the withering autumn leaves:)
    There they were cracked by passersby and their bodies are broken, but they will soon release their beings to the soil and become the nutrition for their mother trees to survive.
    Isn't nature beautiful and sad by the way it is?
    I love autumn and I wish I could see it with my own eyes...
    Keep writing!:)
    Thank you so much to drop a comment...

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  6. hehe, Yep I did enjoy a lot in Montreal-Canada, I will share my experience in my blog ^-^ Hey You are living in USA, so travelling to Canada is too easy ^^ Hope you also enjoy soon...

    http://galaxy6139.blogspot.com/2009/09/chapter-1-tren-uong-en-montreal-on-way.html

    I am Vietnamese but staying in Korea for studying, glad to know you love Korean stuff ^^ So maybe you like

    http://galaxy6139.blogspot.com/2009/08/nobody-but-you-o.html

    or

    http://galaxy6139.blogspot.com/2009/09/quang-cao-beer-kieu-han-o-korean-beer.html

    Take care

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  7. Autumn is one of my favourite seasons, it's beautiful, but quite melancholic in a way.. Hope you'll feel better!


    Hugs.

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  8. i think the way you feel is not bad. we feel bored because we feel anything is not enough, and for me is a good thing, because it makes us start looking for Different and new amazing things!!!!
    auttoum is a good season, as the others, because the cold days start to came and we can stay in bed, watching tv while is raining outside!
    thanks for your comments on my blog!! i hope you'll get bettter!!!!!!!!!
    xxx
    lucia

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  9. What beautiful words; I know what you mean! Somedays I feel like I'm in a dream and I'm going to wake up and find myself somewhere else entirely.

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  10. great photos! love the one of you on the beach!

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  11. The feeling of being separated from the world.
    listening to music and thinking, losing track of all reality and all things harsh.
    I too feel bored when things are all too clear.
    when things are clear it leaves the mind of its wondering, of its guessing, its interest in the matter.

    beautiful photos.
    I, myself fall in love with fall every year, if only it were to last longer than just 2-3 months.
    I can not wait for the changing of the leaves.
    -kinsey

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  12. Aww beautiful words! I think Autumn is a wonderful weather, it reminds me of my grand parents. So sincere and calm :)
    I love how the leaves turns out to pretty colours and watching the clouds relax.

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  13. you do have a way with words♥
    ever so exquisite♥
    and thank you ever so for your lovely words, dearest!

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  14. What a lovely blog you have here.
    Your writing is excellent... full of emotion and very powerful. I am sorry that you feel so much emptiness and apathy... I hope that life will soon regain its sweet joys for you. :)

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  15. These pictures are so beautiful. I love autum and it's colors...

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  16. i know exactly what you mean when you say 'it feels like my existence has nothing to do with this world.' this is how i feel alot.
    you're a beautiful person and i love reading your blog.

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