I used to hate Tuesday afternoons so much when I was in elementary school.
Because every Tuesday afternoon ,all the TV channels had no signal.
The screen appeared to be many quiet colorful strips.
I didn't know that was because all the TV stations needed to be fixed on Tuesday afternoons.
The only thing I knew was how much I hated Tuesday afternoons.
Every Tuesday afternoon, I would stay in my small dark bedroom, waiting for 6:00 to come.
When it started to get dark, at 6:00,the vivid pictures would show again.
I didn't really care what the pictures were,
I just knew at that moment ,I kicked the loneliness out from my heart and blood.
I became excited again.
Back then it was so easy for me to get the loneliness away.
I easily became happy for the small things.
I was not afraid of anything but the long lonely Tuesday afternoons.
The loneliness we had when we were young can never compare with the loneliness we have now.
When we were young ,the loneliness was the Tuesday afternoons,
but at night ,the signal would come back. Everything would be normal.
When we were young, the loneliness was some beautiful toys we couldn't get,
but when New Year or other festivals came, our parents would always buy them for us.
When we were young, the loneliness was when a few classmates transfered to another school,
but soon some other new classmates would join us, and then we would make new friends.
When we were young, it was so easy for us to get satisfied------
It was like walking in a long hall with many clap on lights,
we would get into the dark at times,
but as long as we kept walking by claping our hands,
we would see the light again.
The loneliness we have now is that all the clap on lights were changed into normal lights,we will never get into the dark anymore.
But when we look around, no one is here.